Time...

I work an 8 hour shift at my job, from 8 a.m. to 5 p.m. with an hour of lunch. Anyhow, I take my 15 minute breaks religiously at 10 a.m. and at 3 p.m. & You're probably wondering... sooo? Your point is?

Well, today I came in to work at 8, of coarse & I've been working since I got here for what feels like an eternity. I stopped to look at the time because I could've sworn it was 10 already & I'm so ready for a break, but guess what?????? Time must have stopped at some point because it was barely 8:40!!


Now, I don't know how to explain this but other than I've been working so hard & fast that I have stopped time!

Ha! Kidding!

But seriously, my days usually go by fast, but today.... just feels like a "turtle" day & even then I doubt that, because I've recently crossed the path of a turtle's daily life routine & they move pretty fast contrary to popular belief... I guess today is more sluggish than anything.

The difference between today & past days?

A realization of a void, a missing link that you look forward to each day, the yearning & excitement of a certain event, but for right now... this is what regular life is... weird... & surely makes no sense at all... but in my mind it all does....